Born Feb 28,1958
Let me find out where to start from my earliest memory
I remember a lot Mischievous, Laughed a lot, always with the in crowd but not a leader
Nor a follower I was like in-between but I knew I was special and life was my play ground
I was always a thinker, trying to figure out things and how it worked, never able to get the
Girl I wanted but got the ones who would settle for me,
I was always called names but what child hasn’t, I found out early in life I was good
At almost everything I did, I had ambition, always look for the best, but unable to
Achieve any amount of success financially, I once heard my grandmother say to me
Honey our family have never had money or been well off.
My deep down in my subconscious these words were profound because I heard it
From one of my nieces you lot is your lot and you can’t change it Wow I thought
My goal has been to prove them wrong, but maybe the focus is wrong for me in my minds
Eye---- Everything is scrambled nothing at this point in my life is in the right place and I
Just wonder how to unscramble the thoughts that I am moving faster then the speed of
Sound I see everything clear as the nose on my face. However it’s to much information I
Am unable to process the images it feels like a plane in flight check all the instrumentation
Insuring the I am on course but so how until I get their I don’t know that this first flight
Is correct until I reach my destination. All along the way thinking of the future I can’t remember
The things in my past and even as each day passes I do the things today that shape my future.
But am I doing enough of a correction to get their.
To Be Continued:
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